campaña cancer de mama

who are you? today, i'm a retired braziliam army cap, 35 years old married with wanessa and joã£o victor's dad. i was affected by a cancer in the plantar region of the right foot more precisely, a clear cell sarcoma a very rare cancer currently, only i am being treated with this type of cancer in the inca (cancer national institute) my doctor reported that in 37 years of inca

i was the 4th patient in the history of this hospital with this type of cancer how did you identify the desease? in 2014, i was cursing the school of improvement of braziliam army officers. and during physical training, i began to feel some discomfort in my foot in april 2014, my foot swelled it was when i first sought medical attention with the orthopedist it was a very troubled year. and between physiotherapy and examinations, it was 5 months...

until the military orthopedist finally decided to undergo surgery the exam report (magnetic resonance imaging) accused only one cyst in the foot the surgery was done in september and, on october 1, 2014, the army hospital contacted by phone and informed us that it would be prudent go to the hospital and get the biopsy result because the result could not be provided over the phone

from that moment on we are already apprehensive my wife went to the hospital with my brother mauro. staying at home just me, my mother and my son who at the time was 4 years old well i think you can imagine what the atmosphere of terror was like inside my apartment ... by phone i knew what was going on. it was cancer what did you do after discovery?

before thinking anything, i fell to the ground. i cried a lot ... like i had never cried before in my life i was very worried at the time because my mother has high blood pressure problems and i could not control my crying i screamed and on the other hand, my son was looking at me with bulging eyes and without understanding what was happening it was a horrible moment

nobody is prepared to receive this kind of news and, after this initial desperation, my cousin thiago, a nurse he went to my apartment. took the lead and began to lead my steps from that moment the cancer was very aggressive and the treatment was radical surgery and radiotherapy there was a high probability of amputation of the leg and that was tormenting

i trembled from head to foot while i was talking to my cousin my wife arrived and, after digesting all this news i looked at her she looked at me and we think together: "we know why this is happening." and it was from there that we began to perceive god's action in our lives

what a story! is not it? well ... i think we got to the point where i wanted to get from now on, it's much easier explain to you how i truly gave my heart to jesus before discovering the disease for two and a half years i led a selfish life and selfishness only causes damage to lord's work

see if something similar happened to you before all this i felt my heart burn in flames for an intimacy with god. but i always put it in second place. after all, i had many other things to be conquered i wanted to make more money i wanted more success i wanted to have a beautiful house. i wanted to change my car every two years.

honestly, it took a lot of my time and talking to god was not my priority how did you face this conflict? in genesis 2:18 says that: the lord god said, “it is not good for the man to be alone. i will make a helper suitable for him.” it is interesting to realize that in the process of creation the first thing god did not think was good was the fact that the man was alone husband and wife should complete each other

what we have achieved as a couple mostly, is greater than what we conquered alone never lived a life close to god wrongly, i never thanked for the things i possessed but i was angry for the things i could not have i was not satisfied with how much money i had received as a military officer, for a long time but whenever i thought about changing my career path, something would stop me as i said before 2010 our son was born

and at the same time we started to pay the financing of our current apartment i felt the debts weigh on my shoulders. and, with each passing day, this preoccupation was taking hold of my thoughts we did not have fun anymore travels? no way change the car? a very far option as we were a couple that did not hold on to the lord's word we were allowing the barriers to move us further away from each other our marriage was not going well

until, in 2012, i made a radical decision i decided to study for the test of one of the most disputed public jobs in brazil the auditor of federal taxes what was your plan? my plan was to study, get my job, raise my salary and be happy with my family again big mistake of ours when we decide to put our expectations of happiness in material things

lucas 12:15 says: " take heed and keep yourselves from all manner of covetousness; because the life of man does not consist in the abundance of what he possesses. with this decision, i started to study 7 h/ day on weekdays and 12h/ day on weekends i did not pay attention to my wife and to my son the family and god were placed second

my life was in search of a better salary i truly believed that my happiness was tied to money that is, i let the money be the lord of my life mateus 6:24, says that: no one can serve two lords; for he will hate the one and love the other, or he will dedicate himself to one and despise the other. you can not serve god and money my marital life was by a thread my wife and i did not know each other anymore.

my son, from 2 to 4 years old knocking on the door of my study room asking: "dad, play with me?" and i'd say, "not now, son. daddy's playing soon." i cheated on my son for about two and a half years. the couple, by obligation, must fulfill what god has determined 1 timoteo 5:8, says that: but if one does not take care of his own, and especially of his own family, denied the faith and is worse than the unbeliever.

my friends, came the storm and i had no umbrellas i know that, in a matter of seconds, everything that for me was a priority it was worthless and what i always had as less important became my only certainty of victory how was your heart? i ask you was it worth it?

by taking my plans forward at any cost i did not realize that my family was ending. even if i achieved my goals, would it still be worth it? of course not marcos 8:36, says that: what good is man gaining the whole world and losing his soul? before that, i never tried to exercise my spiritual side but in the face of this problem i felt that i needed to seek greater force i started attending some kardecist meetings

but i still could not find the peace i needed to face my fears i always had the greatest respect for all religions. but right now i do not mention religion but rather a decision make jesus the lord of my life by immaturity for years of my life. never read a page of the bible

it's true, i was prejudiced i found it boring something i had never experienced but in 2014 oct 30, my cousin, amanda presented me with a holy bible oh my god! i did not find myself at all between books, chapters and verses what a difficulty but i left my prejudice and in november 2014 i, randomly, opened one of the pages

showed the book of jo i started to read and it was love the first reading what story from that moment i felt that every reading i did transported me to a supernatural world i cried rivers and rivers that crying was washing my soul so i started to read every day to have that wonderful feeling

other expiriences in november... we received an invitation from a neighbor to meet a church near our apartment unfortunately, the son of this casl of friends was very fevered in the day and at the time, they said they could not go anymore no problem ... we were already tidy and we went was an assemblies of god and was celebrating his 50th birthday

the preaching was conducted by the gospel singer ronaldo santos i did not know him yet several people from other churches were invited to that day and how good is it to explain we've never been to this church before. we are late we did not know anyone and nobody knew us as we were late, we sat in the last chairs in short ... we are all ashamed

and to shine that sunday it was the eve of the consultation that could determine the amputation of my leg. only one person who was there knew us jesus we were at the cult, me and my wife. very frightened by the possibilities of this disease i asked at all times for a word to calm me down. on that day, i did not pay much attention to the preacher i just bowed my head and prayed a lot.

i kept thinking about the possible amputation i talked to god without stopping and asked for comfort. any answer, anything during the preacher's final prayer one of the invited sisters started praying louder lauder and lauder the preacher's voice was getting low

and the sister's voice was taking the ambient the words she spoke were just the ones i wanted to hear at that moment so i, with my eyes closed, asked the lord for those words to be mine and her sister's voice increased that's when i opened my eyes and i saw that she was by my side. what a fright she put one hand on my chest and the other on my back came up to my ear and said: "son, how long have i been calling you and you do not listen to me?"

why are you so stubborn? is that just to hear me? listen well everything you want, i'll give you stubborn son i shivered from head to toe ... and i cried ... i cried a lot well ... i am sure that the holy spirit has been working on me throughout this period during my readings god spoke to me ... i felt. i still had no idea what was happening, but god already had his plans drawn.

the seed had been planted on april 25, 2015, one saturday, i went to my last kardecista meeting and the theme of that day's meeting had been the faith of abraham for those who do not know, abraham is considered the father of faith it was from him that god decided to establish a sacred and eternal covenant. an alliance that passed from father to son and lasts until the present day so...it was decided! i wanted to have the faith that abraham had ... a faith based only in god! on that same saturday, i asked my uncle, adelson, to pay me a visit ...

when he arrived, his wife, my aunt sonia and a couple of friends, we were very affectionate: tiãƒo and vanessa and before we assembled for a prayer, in the room of my own i felt in my heart the will to make my decision public and, therein, i confessed christ as my lord and my savior 1 joao 4:15-16, says: if anyone publicly confesses that jesus is the son of god, god abides in him, and he in god. therefore, in this way we know the love that god has for us and we trust fully in this love.

god is love, and he who abides in love abides in god, and god in him my next step was the decision for water baptism in matthew 28:19,christ commanded the apostles: "go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the father and of the son and of the spirit holy". so, on june 26, 2016 we passed through the waters, me and my beloved wife. it was finished ... we were baptized! i know nobody likes advice ... but can i give you a single ??? let god penetrate your heart ... surely this will be your best decision. when the hand of god tries to mold your heart, do not resist.

he wants to lead you to a point where you do not need a hurricane from the heavens so that you know he is there; he wants you to be so sensitive that a quiet and gentle breeze can announce his presence to you it's something wonderful and if you felt in your heart that same desire that i come with me ... we can repeat together always remembering that this is not a statement of religion ... it is a statement of love !!! confess your love for jesus god, i believe that the lord loved the world in such a way

to deliver jesus christ so that those who believe in him do not perceive, but have eternal life i decided today to receive salvation i want jesus to be the donor of my life because he died in my place on that cross and resurrected on the third day to give me redemption of sins and give me the power to become god's son i will live to serve you

and do your will in this world. thank you, because you now habit on me and i will never be alone anymore